Sunday, May 1, 2011

An under-the-influence post

I should start this one by saying I weigh in under a 100 pounds. Which means I’m the world’s cheapest drunk. So even with a single cocktail in my system, I can be buzzed.  Tonight, when I got to that state of mind, I started remembering my babies. They were so perfect, especially Turbulence, that candle in the wind--- she looked beautiful and healthy and just right on ultrasound one week and was dead within the next 5 days.

Then I looked up my bloglist on my iphone for the first time in 3 days in a bar (bad idea) and saw this post, and my heart broke all over again, all the more so because it was like what I went through. Go to offer support.


  1. Ahhh - the buzz... it's perfect when it takes you away for a bit, but it always brings you back to the place you want to escape from.
    I like how you call Turbulence your candle in the wind. She's with you always.

  2. Sending you love and hugs as you remember your babies.