I should start this one by saying I weigh in under a 100 pounds. Which means I’m the world’s cheapest drunk. So even with a single cocktail in my system, I can be buzzed. Tonight, when I got to that state of mind, I started remembering my babies. They were so perfect, especially Turbulence, that candle in the wind--- she looked beautiful and healthy and just right on ultrasound one week and was dead within the next 5 days.
Then I looked up my bloglist on my iphone for the first time in 3 days in a bar (bad idea) and saw this post, and my heart broke all over again, all the more so because it was like what I went through. Go to offer support.
Ahhh - the buzz... it's perfect when it takes you away for a bit, but it always brings you back to the place you want to escape from.
ReplyDeleteI like how you call Turbulence your candle in the wind. She's with you always.
Sending you love and hugs as you remember your babies.
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